Waves

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Waves

Waves of anticipation washing out, barely constrained
Fluttering committed heart beating, waiting, wishing for my love
Scent of his presence, gentle hand caresses my burnished cheek
Lost and found in eyes that knowingly see all, eyes that understand
His smile reflects upon my own, overwhelmed, drawn deeper
Reaching to trace my loves sweet lips, bind them perpetually with mine
Kiss of light, Kiss of love, welded passion promising delight

Was he who turned love to me, we who knew today was a wedding night
Thoughts for this time have escaped, showing joyously in my eyes
My last love in life, became my eternal lover this day
Melded as one, sharing, living in his heart, he in mine
Spiritual joined by the physical, soft and warm and true
“Oh my Love”, breathless in desire, overflowing in content, cradled in peace
My love’s waves washing in, forever sealing, his place in my being

Amanda Borhly Grey ©

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Their Moments

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Their Moments

From across the crowded room, his soft gaze meets my stared desire
Sent and received, unspoken message between two lovers
Hurried goodbyes, each of us captivated by the others retreat
Meeting at the door, his hand slips into mine, a moment for a smile

Hand in hand, fleeing into the heat of a rose scented night
Seduced by my own will, completely freed to share me with him
Desperate needs, to touch, to taste, to smell, to be joined
Archangel wings flutter across my soaring soul, a moment for a caress

Unconsummated passion burning through me, head, to finger, to toe
Each and every one of my senses ablaze in a screaming hunger
Languidly falling into recline, leading his body down into mine
Descending into heaven’s most delicious paradise, a moment for a breath

Thigh caresses thigh, my fingers finding their own way, tracing along him
Tender touches bring his ear to my lips; “still love, just joined and still”
My body with a mindless desire of it’s own, gently grasping and holding
One from two, his face above dips to meet mine, a moment for a kiss

Stirring slow in small circles, gentle waves sent to touch all my shores
Loves waters cascade, flowing to fill the warm pool that is the bottom of my soul
Two as one, my own risen tide released, breaking back against his
This once sore heart of mine, beating it’s wings again, a moment for a life time

Amanda Borhly Grey ©

Never Ever Land

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Never Ever Land

Finger hovering over your lighted number
It’s seems it’s been ages since I spoke to you
Wondering if you’d hiss me or kiss me
Either is fine in this confused state of mind

Something so bothersome in me
With you, a problem always bearable
Except this time, this time my problem is you
The man who never lets you ever know the inside

Thought of just showing up and knocking
No matter what, you’d smile and let me in
Going to have to decide, quit or commit
Been times I’ve hated you for showing me that

Learned that sometimes you have to resonate
Knowing just how you’ll look at me when I ask
Straight in the eye with your noncommittal smile
Your patented not going to tell you much look

Enquiries in to your current state of affairs
Laughing off others wily worming, you never budge
Saw you do it enough to know why you do
What they don’t know is its just you being you

Years gone and past time we took away a never ever
Just two people talking over the whole truths
For what it’s worth and you taught me oh so well
There’s enough pirate in me now to take on even you

Amanda Borhly Grey ©
April 18, 2017

Scent

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Scent

Curtains tremble delicately in the open window
Hint of scent, born delicately upon the softest current
Fragrance meanders in, wraps me, gently caresses me
Reminded so distinctly, sweetly, of my distant love

The scent sets off such wondrous images in my mind
Transported blissfully into places of love and laughter
Moments spent in the company of my one, my only
Recollections of magical days and nights of every season

More and more alive with every inhalation
A magnetic tugging along all the fibres of my soul
Deliciously held, made love to in the clinging of the scent
Each exhale carries away pent up longings

Acutely aware of absinthe and absence
Happy for the visions this bouquet delivered me
Contented that my heart warmed and leapt
Delighting this scented gift could only be given to me

Amanda Borhly Grey ©

A New Life

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A New Life

Day dawns, awaken wrapped in warmth that springs from within
Something new, enveloping glow that was not there yesterday
Precious sense, filling up my being, deepest love spreads inside
Gentlest suspicions creep throughout my body, settling in my heart
Awareness of someone new, growing sweet life from pure love
Loves most cherished expression, joyful and frightful all at once

Parade of emotion runs freely of its own accord
Realisation of the responsibility bestowed with this gift
Nervous telling, met with expectant joyous celebration
We two wrapped safely and contentedly together with one between
Our intimate family of two, soon to become three and one together
New wondrous chapter of my life, our life, a life, begun

Amanda Borhly Grey ©

As I know It

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As I Know It

don’tcha know, don’tcha see

Didn’t you ever pay attention to me
I tried to tell you in so many ways how it would be
So you didn’t watch when you turned away
So you didn’t listen when I wouldn’t speak

In the tears of the night your lie takes hold
Passing time in those long dark hours alone
So all I can do can’t stop me hating you
So night turns to day and there’s no sun

don’tcha know, dontcha see, what you’ve done to me
couldn’tcha look, couldn’tcha see, I just wanted to be left to be

I think its stopped and there you are with
One more explanation, one more still not sorry
So never did you appologize for coming that way
So cold laying down with me while loving another

It hurt so much to know you were never in love
Guess that’s why you never really took me to heart
So hey what’s it really matter, you got your desire
So to you there’s just no shame in using another

why didn’tcha know, why didn’tcha see, what your lie would do to me
why couldn’tcha look, why couldn’tcha see, I just wanted to be left to be
why couldn’t you have always … just let me be to be

Amanda Borhly Grey ©

Alone

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Alone

Curled under the covers dreading to make the morning rise
Opening one eye to see if there’s rain to hide inside
Putting on a face so it won’t show the hollow that is me
I step outside, seeing couples sharing each other as they go by

Needing to stay numb so I won’t give my feelings away
Grey expectations are looming again today
Where’s the passion, where’s the loving It used to be here
I just can’t find it anymore

Taking this emptiness one day a week at a time
Hoping this lonely ache will go some week that’s a month
The night time comes again and I’m haunted in mysterious solitude
Hoping and desiring for one to make me want no more

Eating me up slowly inside the monster does
My everything for just a moment hugged
On my honour I would how ever give anything now
Not how I want me to be, it’s just what I’ve become

So the clock strikes late again as it does for me every night
Taking myself back to the covers that can’t hide me
Even before I lay myself down, the monster starts to clutch and feed
Run to me, reach me, hold me, save me from my empty lonely self

Amanada Borhly Grey March 14, 2014